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5/22/2009 下雨夜……好静…… 又可以这样被音乐侵蚀着，灵魂早就迫不及待地跳了出来，在路灯下与密密的细雨舞动着。好久好久，伫立在窗口，雨后的风是冷的…… 思绪却一直像热线一样不停的接着不同的故事飘动着。冷么？只有身体会问这样的问题。神经在香烟的环绕中沉醉着，外面泥土的新鲜味道慢慢爬进了自己的肺……
雨止了…… 夜空好清澈，似乎每一朵云都逃不出深深的蓝色，好像鱼们飞不出那深蓝的海。深深吸了一口，空气让我感到生命的意义，在这个时刻，你会清楚的感受活着的奢侈！我的皮肤是潮湿的，我想空气正在侵入我的身体。好想现在飞到空中，一头扎进云朵里，哪怕只有那一秒……
时空定格在那一秒吧，空气，你就再多给我一秒去享受这种无法言语的感觉吧…… 不要让我回到地面，因为我已经把身体还给了地面…… 这是多么奢侈的一秒啊！
烟…… 慢慢燃烧着烟丝，在这样的雨夜，你可以听到的…… 灯…… 昏黄的色调，在这样的雨夜，你可以看到的……
烟圈萦绕着灯丝，这样的雨夜，温度在慢慢冷掉…… 5/19/2009 近期生活状况报告~ 上上周五，很烦躁的一个夜晚，竟然在最后一个Change set上出了问题～ 导致上周自己在非常忙碌中度过，可恶的Production_beta！不过以后就学乖啦～Ignore each unstable change set and leave them to team leader ~ haha~ Anyway, last friday night I went to 三里屯 with friends... I have long time not be there and dance and drunk~~ ^_^ Then I decide I will be there often and find ME back in the future. 昨天听到得到了很好的消息，是什么过几个月再说，淡定～ I thought she might afraid to talk with me and I also think maybe should button my lips for some days... but... she just online... And I cannot control myself... It's nice feeling you know... even we only talk for 5 mins. T_T I wanna move to some place and close company... but it's very hard for me... It's not means I cannot take care myself. Just because my parents are old and they need me to help them something. This is Chinese traditional... and also I don't wanna leave them alone. But some day I still live alone... :( These days, I start my lose wieght plan. Only one meat for each day. I thought it will not lose weight too much. But it can small my stomatch. After that, I will go to swim or run~ ~.~ No more movie these days... Prison Break finished. I saw many people leave their message on last Saturday night to recorded the last PB day. For me, I just wanna know what's next? I wanna take a break... long vacation... read book and sleep. I cannot sleep well many days... why? I WANNA GIRL FRIEND! HAHA... @_@ 1/31/2009 致橡树 我如果爱你—— 绝不像攀援的凌霄花， 借你的高枝炫耀自己； 我如果爱你—— 绝不学痴情的鸟儿， 为绿荫重复单调的歌曲； 也不止像泉源， 常年送来清凉的慰籍； 也不止像险峰， 增加你的高度， 衬托你的威仪。 甚至日光。 甚至春雨。 不，这些都还不够！ 我必须是你近旁的一株木棉， 做为树的形象和你站在一起。 根，紧握在地下， 叶，相触在云里。 每一阵风过， 我们都互相致意， 但没有人 听懂我们的言语。 你有你的铜枝铁干， 像刀，像剑， 也像戟， 我有我红硕的花朵， 像沉重的叹息， 又像英勇的火炬， 我们分担寒潮、风雷、霹雳； 我们共享雾霭流岚、虹霓， 仿佛永远分离， 却又终身相依， 这才是伟大的爱情， 坚贞就在这里： 爱—— 不仅爱你伟岸的身躯， 也爱你坚持的位置，脚下的土地。 10/20/2008 做菜水准依旧保持……爸爸住院期间... 我又恢复了在家做饭的职务.
说实话... 很久没掌管这项工作了... 呵呵... 洗菜的时候有些力不从心噢... 不过当闻到葱被爆香的味道之后... 我知道, 我的感觉回来啦... 三个菜... 芹菜炒香干, 青椒腊肠, 西红柿菜花...
老妈对西红柿菜花赞赏有加!! 嘿嘿... 芹菜炒香干可以带给老爸吃啦... 青椒腊肠里的青椒归我, 腊肠基本上便宜小豆啦.
嘿嘿... 周末的我虽然比较慵懒... 但也会帮家里做些家务... 而且心情愉快了许多.
随便一记... 9/2/2008 美丽的夜，落叶的剧情天又一次蓝蓝的，即便是在这寂静的夜里，我也能看到穿过云层的月亮，像一个银色的盘子，在蓝色桌布下散发着柔和的光～
我就在这里坐着，享受着这银色的月光，享受着朋友自己写的歌，享受着这个湿润而凉爽的空气～
一切都是那么的安静，只能听到远处偶尔呼啸而过的列车与铁轨间猛烈的撞击声…… 静夜里让你觉得那么的清晰，明澈……
也许上天愿意跟我开这样的玩笑，竟然和KIKO联系上了，我自己都觉得这样的剧情真是太水了。
所以我一直都说世界很小，没准儿哪天我们又会遇到…… 但是你会不会抓住呢？
秋天就这样的一次一次的带给我不同的故事，我甚至想象难道会发生那些电影里的经典桥段：在满地落叶的时节，我和未知的女主人公擦肩而过，消失在茫茫的人海中……
是啊，别做梦了，看到我写这些你肯定这么说，对吧？
但如果是真的，哪怕只有一天，我绝对不会让自己和她擦肩而过，我会……
还是别做梦了，嘿嘿…… 耐心等待我的天使吧。
PS: To Miya- 秋天是成熟的季节嘛，我成熟了，所以钻出来啦～ 春天都是那些幼苗刚刚钻出来，怎么能可能是我？谢谢的你的祝福！（找不到人你就来当替补！） To Ye Wei- 是啊，天很蓝，有时间过来玩儿吧～～ To tiannew- 还是你最了解我！ 9/1/2008 蓝天，铁路，豆豆和我……很久没更新这个空间了，不知道是不是很多人已经把我忘了吧？还是我已经把很多人忘了呢？我不知道……
又是秋天，最好的季节开始了…… 真不知道该如何形容自己现在的心情，激动的麻酥酥的，但却好怕这样的日子快速的在日历牌上翻过…… 现在的一切都是那么的让我兴奋，温度，湿度都让你忍不住的深深的呼吸着感受着他们～ 空气中淡淡的潮气让我从泥土中奋力的爬出来。将近5个月的时间，终于又让自己恢复了精神。生活又开始有了苦辣酸甜的味道，白开水一样的平淡的日子又开始远离我了！
这个季节，我好像别的心情格外的好……
我知道为什么，因为我知道自己在这个季节很可能要开始一段新的爱情，呵呵～ 不管这段爱情是开心的喜剧，还是痛苦的悲剧，或者是奇怪味道的舞台剧，都快点儿开始吧，我好期待啊…… 见到Bonnie的时候，我的心情是愉悦的，那是一张美丽的脸，让我不禁跳着去迎接她～ 当然，我心里明白，我们还是普通朋友……
突然想到这个November天使就要来啦～ 南北还是一如既往的渺无音讯，折翼的天使在异国他乡也开始了秋天的旅行……你还好么？ Michelle, 这个美丽聪明的女人和小欣还是幸福的奋斗着，嘿嘿，下个星期要带我去买衣服啦～～～ 那馨在开心网上成了我的奴隶之后竟然把我的家踩了100遍啊100遍～ 然后去买我推荐的王小波的书去了～ Miya被我拍了一张好丑的照片，怀恨在心啊，哈哈～ 不过测试了一下姓名缘分，结果竟然是心上人，不知道她是我的还是我是她的…… Emmon的妹妹好厉害啊，看了她从四川支教的博文，我突然觉得自己是那么的庸俗。我一直都觉得背着旅行包的女人最美，呵呵～～ Ionut和Ben的罗马尼亚自驾游应该开始啦，希望下次如果还有这样的旅行我不要错过
其实冬天也是我很喜欢的季节，充满了暖暖的温情。尤其是坐在火锅前让热气肆无忌惮的侵入到你的身体的时候，看着外面飘着的雪，呼啸的北风也在这个时候变得温顺了许多。过节的时候我会在窗户前抱着豆豆傻傻的看着外面的焰火～ 然后自己哆哆嗦嗦的跑到楼下去点燃几挂鞭，一年就这样的过去，自己就这样的老去，哈哈，这不是悲观，是一种人生～ 悄悄的许个小愿望，今年的圣诞节我不要一个人过～
写到这里突然那觉得有悖于这篇博文的主题，蓝天去哪儿了？铁路去哪儿了？豆豆呢？我呢？
这个美丽而恬静的下午，豆豆和我去了距离我的家很近的一条铁路，前端时间刚刚更新的铁轨和路基……阳光就这样满满的覆盖在我们的身上…
暖暖的... 看看照片吧～ 以上就是我这5个月来的胡思乱想……
夜深，人静……
5/3/2008 阴天不知道从什么时候开始, 慢慢的, 对阴天特别有感触...也许是从听到莫文蔚那首<阴天>开始, 每每到阴天的时候, 都会在窗前静静的看着天上的云...烟在手边静静的燃烧着, 音乐在漫无目的回响着,思绪也会随着飘渺的烟气到处乱飞...在音乐停歇的间隙, 思绪也会开始自我的跳动. 不开灯的房间里充斥着雨水砸在泥土上而产生的味道... 歌里说爱情是一份精神的鸦片, 而我们都在贪婪的吸食它. 我们从不吝惜的出卖着自己的精神以换取更多的鸦片来款待自己的心灵, 即便已经病入膏肓, 还是不停的追求着那份完美的爱... 不知道墨尔本现在的天气如何, 不知道她在阴天的时候是否有和我一样的感触... 花期就要结束了... 年复一年轮换着的季节也轮换着人的心情... 2008-05-03 阴天,中雨...深蓝色的心情 2/11/2008 初五睁开眼睛的时候已经是中午12点38分了，今天是大年初五。
春节假期这几天自己的生物钟被弄得乱七八糟的，吃饭睡觉都没有固定的时间，唯一不变的是每天洗澡的时间还有给荣善打电话的时间……
不知道现在悉尼那边的初五会不会也有很多华人一起吃饺子呢？不过我知道荣善今天没有吃饺子，她去吃了泰国菜，呵呵~ 荣善这几天心情还好。我觉得是因为我这些天一直打电话给她~ 那天荣善告诉我，她心情不好，而且想回韩国了~ 我不知道自己当时为什么鼓励她继续留在澳洲，也许是因为这个该死的生物钟吧……至少我应该让她来中国，让她回到北京……
Jay 领证了，这是春节前的事情~后来我跟他单独在网上聊了一会儿，问问他婚前婚后有什么感受。他说感觉多了一份责任，而且感觉特别累，很多琐碎的事情要做。但是最后还是感觉到了幸福，因为他还多了一份被人关心照顾的感受:)
小亮买车了，红色的Honda 思域~ 突然想起一年前自己参加的那个城市精英选拔赛（其实是帮助任伟救场~），主赞助商就是Honda，而且那个时候好象思域刚刚上市~
彬彬年后就要去济南了，老温这边依然在努力的拼搏着，胖子应该也在努力准备着结婚的事情，李冬最近动态不明，柱子和刘洋在广州和广大军民一起跟恶劣的天气奋战着~~
突然想到自己的现状，不知道算什么…… 好久没来更新自己的BLOG了，恭祝大家新春快乐！吉祥如意！
现在是悉尼时间23点10分，差不多要给荣善打电话了~~
还有15天，我就在Exoweb工作一年整了…… 6/14/2007 她在韩国的家里……昨天晚上很晚的时候在网上遇见了荣善，她现在回到韩国的海南，跟爸爸妈妈住在一起，很好！ 她还发给我许多许多新的照片，我看了感觉很开心，她的朋友用专业相机给她拍摄的那几组图片非常棒～ 她告诉我她有些胖了，我说胖点儿显的健康一些……呵呵，感觉是在给自己找借口…… 这个星期好快，转眼到周四了，周末死党Michelle的生日，吵着闹着要去柠檬叶子……奢侈的女人！幸好我不是她男朋友，不然肯定被她折磨死了，哈哈～ 最近的北京温度好高，不过这个星期有两天没太阳，气温一下子降低了不少，可算是能睡个好觉了。 今天我到轩辕互动工作第109天了…… 想念荣善……2007-6-14 5/16/2007 思念的雨滴How are you my yeong seon? We did not contact have long time...are you there everythings okay? Today in Beijing is nice! The sky is pretty blue and the cloud as the big spun fly on my head...can you image the picture? :) I wanna share my good mood to you because the day is really nice...do you like it? How about in the Korea? What! It's rainning...you better take care for yourself. Don't be cold. These days I was missing you too much...but I cannot use a word to description this. Maybe the Chinese can explain it... 如果问我现在有多想你，那么我只能这样告诉你……天空中每飘落一滴雨，那么我就思念一次你… 如果天空中不在有雨，那么我的思念就变成空气围绕着你…… Your O Ba... 3/30/2007 Cold almost 5 days...Got cold since last weekend...too bad...but sometime is good for me when I in the office. I cannot smell the paint, haha...my nose is very hot now...coz 2 package tissue were empty now...  Yeong seon sent new pictures to me in today.(Everyone can see her new picture for the new album) I'm so happy for this...We have long time did not contact. And she is looking for job in Korea now...Hope every thing all right for her and find a good job as soon as passable...maybe she can come to Beijing job for Olympic 2008. Be a volunteer...haha...dreaming.  The weather is very weird those days...half day rain and half day sun. And strong wind...but it's Beijing. Beijing's spring always like this. Do you like it? If not please ask the god: "Why, god! Why you doing that for us..." Be careful to listen what he said... blah~ blah~ blah~~~~~~~~~~~~  Weekend, weekend...tomorrow is Friday...Where should I go after work? Dinner with her? Basketball with workmate (seems cannot for my cold)? Back home? I don't know...maybe drink in the bar by myself...anyway...time to sleep... --Where is my doggie? Come out!!!!!!!! Sleep with me! --Here it is...ha...you look like baby...come on...sleep with me! --What, you don't wanna go with me? ...............................%$*(@$# 3/22/2007 Spring's moodI have not update my space for a long time
 ...But now is the Spring, time to go out. Actually, I really wanna go to Yang Zhou. As the verse: 烟花三月下扬州 (I don't know how to said in English)
My friends tell the best season is go to the Yang Zhou for tirp since last year. Ha...then I even dream in the day (don't laughing me, actually eveybody dream day by day...I just make the dream not when I sleeping.)
So anybody know what's Exoweb? My new job in there and this is a nice place for work to me. But these days there was renovation...: (
Noises and very very bad smells...crazy!!!! But after the renovation, you will look a what's new office for us, I believe that...cool~.~
.....................oops...A call...well, see you later...Enjoy your time in the Spring!
Oh~~~~~my god!!!
 12/21/2006 Before ChristmasTime always don't wanna waiting for us...year by year
Beijing 2006 will to the end...
This year give me many bad memory for work...and this year Christmas maybe can change my mood.
I never into the rink before, but this Christmas I will try it...
I really don't know how to say that feeling...
nervous and exciting...
To Be Continue...
9/3/2006 Lonely night...Now is 22:00 in Beijing...
I'm still waiting that people come back...
Tonight, here have a little cold...but that feel is comfortable...
I'm sleeping on the bed and the wind walking on my body...
I'm alone tonight...lonely to wait her...
Where are you my baby...
I don't wanna dinner alone...
I don't wanna look the TV alone...
I don't wanna listening the music alone...
I don't wanna same as tonight in my future...
I'm missing you... September is fall in love...Today is Sep.2, the time is going to Autumn...Beijing's autumn is my favor of the four seasons. The day is nice and you can find that clouds as the candy floss. It's look like lower as you can catch it.
This season is love season, do you find your love?
I think I found my love...Yeong Seon...but I'm not sure that. Because she's not at my side and she's in Korea. That's far away...
How can I do...just waiting that magic...As Sleepless in Seattle...I wanna that 'Magic'...
No...you cannot just waiting that impassable magic things...you need hard work and take Yeong Seon back from Korea to Beijing. Then live with her together...that you should to do...COME ON~~~Man~~I trust you~!
Yeong Seon...waiting for me...
Your
오뻐~~
5/29/2006 MINO ADA pretty girl ask me need update the space...alright...these time so busy and felt more pressure for me...
Sometimes felt so tired...
哎呀...懒得写英文了...最近英文水平直线下降...说实话...就是懒的。
听着一种慵懒的音乐，看着外面的天气……虽然眼光明媚，但是去看不到一丝光明……
为什么啊？老天……救救我吧！
公司的广告，大家没事儿就来点点吧！
 3/15/2006 Last day in SymbioToday is my last day in Symbio...
Wish me lucky in the new company from tomorrow.
I will miss all my friends in Symbio...
3/5/2006 雷锋日How you doing?
Wow, long time does not update my space, : D
Spring is coming soon, the sun is very soft and warm...I love the weather in Beijing...it's like a lover coming back, that's so great!
But I'm still lonely...whatever, I have more hopes in my life...
Next week I will work to my new company, that's so nice...wish me lucky.
Alright, I have update my photo album, everybody check that!
There have my doggie and pretty lady's picture ;-P
Enjoy yourself in my space...:)
学习雷锋好榜样,忠于革命忠于党~~~ 1/30/2006 年初二不知道是不是因为感情问题...这两天一直烦心,但是不伤心...
今天不用串亲戚了...懒懒的在家, 一整天音乐+CS...I don't wanna do anything...
自己压力大吗? How should I know~~~~~~~
Do not crush me!!!!!!!!!
烦其实是个借口, Actually是寂寞...
希望假期尽快结束...用工作排解 My Lonely
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